I wish I could be floating in a giant ocean and the earth stood still
I wish everything played out for me just once.
I wish my body would just pull itself together and stop giving out
I wish I could be something that would make my family proud
I wish people knew me for me
If only people could look inside my head and try to understand what is going on and feel what emotions are pouring out of my heart
I wish I never had to go through hell and back over and over again
I wish I could stay happy all the time
I wish I could travel with no care of anything
I wish I had a pug to keep me company
I wish people heard me
I wish someone actually cared enough to not hurt me
I wish everyone in the world would all stop at the same time clear their minds and look at something beautiful and listen to what their hearts really said
I wish this world was not corrupt with money or vioelnce
Even though I am so scared, I hope that one day I can be a father and teach my children how to really love and appreciate life more than anything. I hope that when that day comes that I can be a good father and prevent any harm coming to them
I hope that one day when I am gone someone stumbles upon alot of my writings or any work that I have ever been apart of and understand it
I hope to travel the world one day
I miss you
I wish my grandma was still here, I need her more than ever
I am sick of crying
I wish my heart problems were never there to begin with
I wish my back surgery was never there to begin with
I wish I lived with my parents
I wish people would just take the time out of their day to see how I am
I hate being depressed
I hate hurting
I hate feeling dead
I hate that I even hate things.
I wish my mind could go blank for a day and take in the world in 24 hours and see how I really feel about it
I wish I knew more about my family
I wish my father and all his brothers and sisters talked more
I hate knowing/feeling that people drift away
I want things to go my way
I hate that I have to work so hard for so little
I hate that I am on a rant
I wish I could be Dr. Manhattan more than anything.
I love my parents
I love how true they are
I wish I had what they have
I hate kids who fuck to be cool
I hate this world and what it has become
I miss so many things and hate that I can never get them back
I want to be far away and see how many people try to talk to me.
I wish I believed in god sometimes, knowing that someone or something will take care of everything when I am gone.
Jason Lee Bryski
I always thought my name sounded weird.
Hard to believe that I have been apart of this universe for 18 years
and this weak heart still decided to stay in there and keep pumping blood to keep me alive.